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i want you to tell me one secret, one confession, what you really think of me, a picture, or anything else that comes to mind.

here's the kicker: you post anonymously. i don't mind if you post with your username, but sometimes people are more open being anonymous. it's your choice.

 WATCH THIS. :)) TRUE LOVE??

WTF. XDD

I'm in a crack mood. So go ahead. Ask me anything. Global famine, shipper logic, anything.

Welcome to my journal chipsforjustice. &hearts Looking forward to getting to know you more. : D

Man, its so freakin' hot. Its sweltering here, so much so that I get out of the shower and start sweating. -______-;; And it really doesn't help when on top of that, I have to wear a blazer jacket during the heat with virtually no air con in the work place. And I've been so tired lately. Its so hard to sleep in this heat. *cries*

Ah, and I totally forgot about it, but my uni results were released last thursday, and as I predicted, I failed Appendicular Skeleton. XD Which I totally deserved since I totally didn't study for that subject, and its not a unit that you can just be nonchalant about. But what got me frustrated was that I failed by one mark. D: And so, I've scheduled an appointment for the day before Christmas with my lecturer to see if I can recover that one mark so I can pass. Fingers crossed for that one. LOL.

Thanks for all the well wishes everyone. &hearts It seems that my grandpa is out of hospital for now though he is still pretty sick. My mum is looking to return next week for Christmas so lets hope my grandpa will live to see another year pass.

Aaand, finally, my Christmas gifts are going well! I finished my FLOL giftee's and so I hope very much she will enjoy it. x3sn0w's present is done, eloni's present is almost done. Just have Skotty, fly_ylf & senorita_rayne left to go. DDDDX

And a meme~ stolen from evilgrins

( r a n d o m n e s s )

Ana found out about my extra account on FB... Or rather... I told her... Because... She's in a relationship again... She lied...
She insisted that me playing the part of someone else was a worse lie than telling me she wants to be alone, insisting that it's not someone else, and then going with someone else... She was hurt... And once again... I ended up looking like the bad guy.... I just wanted to be her friend... I posted my confession on her wall. I said that it wasn't about forgiveness... it was about the effort of atoning for my sins and fixing my mistakes... She deleted it... She said she doesn't want to talk to me anymore... and removed my other account from her friend list...
The following occurred in PM afterword:

Me: I thought... you were stronger than this... You said "it wasn't someone else"... you said you wanted be alone... and I believed you... I did... But when I saw my name disappear from your friends list... I had to... do something... I was desperate... You hurt me... so much... But I still wanted... to talk to you... I have so many reasons to hate you... But I just can't.... I can't hate you...
I guess this is good-bye.... In the end... I still am the bad guy... I will always love you... I will always be your friend... You will always be on my mind... No one can change that... Not even you... Good bye... I hope you find everything you're looking for... and more. Keep smiling... Smile that beautiful smile of yours... And... Take care of yourself...

Her: okaii fine ): i dont think i ever loved uh... i just idk what was going through my mind and even if i did... we were soo far away... like my friend said to meh... "far from sight away from the heart" ): i just started to like someone... and idk... maybe uh should find someone who lives near uh... too... bye.

Me: I'll always be your friend... Good luck with him... I kinda knew you never loved me... You were just playing along... So... all the things you've said... were lies... right..? It doesn't matter...
I don't discriminate against love like that... Love can happen anywhere.... When someone dies, they're out of sight... but they're still close to our hearts.... It's the same with love... At least... that's what I think... You will always be in my heart... You don't have to keep me in yours... Unrequited love is the most pure of all...... I suppose...
You will forever be... my sad love story... If you want to come back one day, and be my friend... I won't deny you... But don't let it get to you... Live a happy life... Even if I'm not in it... If you're happy... Then I can rest easy...

At least I don't have to use these black wings of mine to fly towards the moon anymore... I'll never forget her... I will hold her in my past and work on sculpting a new future... This I learned from playing through Tales of Symphonia... That game... changed my life... The story... is so moving... And so... human... I related to every moment of that game... truly amazing... It helped me live on... and remove the shackles that bound me to my sin... I love you... Ana Bojic Vucicevic... Throw me away and grind my heart into the dust... I will love you all the same... I will hold you in my heart forever... you can't change that... I will search for my true happiness on my own... my true love on my own... And you're coming with me... Even if you're not really there... and it was all a lie... The Ana I loved still lives on in my heart... Even if she wasn't real...

I still find it funny that she left me... when it was her who came crying to me when I was with Hali... Very funny... But I digress...

As you may or may not know, I've recently developed an obsession with Tales of Symphonia. O_O Today I saw the OVA! ^o^ WOOOOOT! It was the best 2 hours of my life!! So much fanservice! (Not THAT kind lol)

Kratos Fanservice!

And, more Kratos Fanservice! :D

Burn in hell Kvar! DX This iss what you get for being such a difficult boss!!!

Let this be a lesson.... Don't mess with Kratos. o_o

Also I heard that they're working on the second series as we speak! :D With it being released next spring!!!! YAY!!!!!! TETHE'ALA HERE WE COME!!!!

Wow... this is a pointless entry huh? XD

Ahh, so many more lovely people to get to know. &hearts Welcome to my journal alice_candy, arrows_and_arks, coveredbr, mrbenzedrine777 & sr625sw. I'm afraid I never have anything useful to say, but welcome all the same. &hearts

Mrr, just not having the best week. And its only Wednesday for goodness sake. There's so much drama going on at work that isn't really worth going into. *sigh* I'm just hoping for a better week next week.

And it seems that my grandpa's health has deteriorated a lot. He has diabetes and hasn't been looking after what it is that he's eating. T___T He's in hospital and it seems like he may not make it. I gotta get my passport soon, in the event that the whole family needs to fly over and see to funeral preparations and such. Though I hope he can make it another coupla years. ; _ ;

And since I don't want to end on that note (XD) here's a meme~

Stole this from shadowhuntr

( countdown meme )

Hey LJ... been a while... Today is the six-month anniversary of the day I met the greatest girl in the world... it's also the day she freaking dumped again... *sigh* Apparently she decided to go against everything she said a month ago... "You're the greatest guy in the world" and "I never loved anyone as much as you"

"Are you leaving me again..?"
"Yeah..."
"Can I have a reason...?"
"Idk.. I don't really have a reason... I just don't want to be with you anymore... Idk why..."
"I see... Is it someone else?"
"It's not someone else! See that's why... nvm... I just want to be alone... that's it..."
"I just hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me... and my selfishness... But I have a promise to fulfill... to Euphie... she's waited since August..."
"Yeah... I hope you're happy together. ^^"
"I hope so too..."
*At this point she removes me from her friend list on all sites*

I talked to her friends... Zeylka (Her "bestie") wanted me to quit myspace... so I did...
And Jake... actually... sympathized for me... that meant a lot... He's a cold person usually...
So everything I've done and everything she's done in this relationship... was completely erased in a single night... And she doesn't give a sh*t... she even added mister 23-year old German as a friend on her "new" Karasu-free Facebook account... He still writes lovey dovey stuff on her wall, and she makes nothing of it. It's rather humorous... (I know this 'cuz I added her on my other account... :P I still want to talk to her... Even if it's all a lie... Even if I lie to her and myself... I'm so hurt I just kinda... acted... I almost blew my cover though. o_o" That was close XD Well the "Ana" arc off my life ends today... The likely to fail due to shear obsessive creepiness Euphie arc begins next...
Also, StalkedbyByakuyaFakemydeath!Momo loves me too... despite her current BF... and... truth be told... I loved her this whole time... even more than Ana... I just kept it locked away... lying to my own heart... You snooze you lose... I guess...

"I love you... but I love Ichii-kun too..."
"I know how THAT feels..."
"...I know you do..."


Don't judge me... I love my Momo-chan... I was just too slow to act... and... Ana clouded my vision... And I bound myself to a promise... on a "love" doomed to fail... I just want Momo... She's the only one who cares about me... in a non-creepy way... Sorry Euphie, Hali, and Nade-chan... You guys are more like... fangirls... XD

Excuse me for filling your head with the angst of my love-life...

You were right Starz... I'm sorry... I should have listened to you...

oh my gally wow. i got TWO snowflakes! I GOT TWO! i know it's not much but still... i got TWO SNOWFLAKES! *happy dance* thanks to enelya87 and crystaldawn.

now, i must figure out how to return the favor (cos i'm such a noob in LJ XD XD) and yosh! so to celebrate this i shall give you SNOWFLAKES!!!!!




aren't they pretty? they're shining! they're shimmering! and they're splendid!

and oh yes! Today's Immaculate Concepcion. :))